This is one doodle that can't be undid, home skillet.

I knocked up Sandy.
How stupid am I? Now she's off to Florida to live with her Grandmother!
Don't I have a say in this at all? What if I want to raise my own child?
Her parents hate me, they won't even let me talk to her. They even said she agrees that it's best.
I don't believe them, me and Sandy, we had something special. I wanted to marry her even before I found out.
But now she's gone and she ain't coming back.
Ah jeez, I'm just falling apart. Ponyboy's gone, Sandy's gone, Darry is just ignoring me completely and Steve is acting as if it's no big deal.
I miss Mom and Dad. None of this would of happened if they were still around.
One stupid car wreck and they're gone.

Dally ain't around today, maybe he's with the boys. I swear, if he doesn't give Ponyboy that letter I'm gunna knock his lights out.
That Soc, Cherry, showed up yesterday blubbering about how it's all her fault and how she wants to make it up to us. I don't understand what she thinks she can do, but I guess having that dead Soc's girl on our side might help.
She seems like a nice girl, for a Soc. Why she was going out with that jerk of a guy I'll never know.

I hope Ponyboy is alright.